很想哭~

本来信息好好的。。。
突然她问我一些我不明白的问题。。。
然后就没回我了。。。
我很想知道发生什么事。。。
就如我所说的。。。
我就像一只刺獣。。。
我如果越想了解她靠近她。。。
就会越伤害她刺伤她。。。

我好没用。。。
不会安慰人。。。
我什么都不会。。。
只会让人觉得我很烦。。。
她跟我说《不想回了》
我以为只是暂时性的。。。
结果我最怕的事发生了。。。
她不理我了。。。
我看到她这样说。。。
我的心都快奔溃了。。。

当我听到她这样说。。。
我的心好像被刀砍了一下。。。
我很想大声。。大声的哭出来。。。
我真的哭了。。。
我非常伤心。。。
我不知道该怎么办。。。
她真的会不理我吗？
她所说的是真的吗？
但是。。。
不管怎样都好。。。
我依然爱着她。。。
怎样都放不下她。。。

即使她不睬我。。。
不理我。。。
甚至忘记我。。。
我还是依然爱她。。。

如果我做了对不起你的事？
对不起。。。

希望你会玩得开心一点。。

i say that b4...i must do it!!!

i try 2 make myself believe...
i can delete u from my mind...
but i can't...
i say that b4...

so i must continue this mission...
my heart tell me wat MUST i do...
u r a part of my life now...
always is...

i cannot lost u anymore...
so don't leave me walk this travel alone...

wan back 2 work already...
...

wat is love?

wat is love?
love can make someone happy...
also can make someone sad...

when i am going a hospital...
i thinking...
if i dead...
hu will care for me?
will cry for me?

n i also scare this song(如果我变成回忆)
will be wish come true~
i remember when u singing this song...
when i heath it!
i so happy...
also like when u singing...

when i going in hospital...
i so scare...
scare will die...
scare will leave n let SOMEONE alone...

every time...
i wili wanna know wat u doing now?
playing?
chating?
sleeping?
every time i heath u got boyfriend...
i wili so sad...
u tell me at handphone...
i just say oo...is good..is good..
but my heart just wanna cry..
after close the link...
my eye was raining...

me also trying 2 forget u...
but is failed...
bcoz when i chating with the OTHER...
no that feeling...
n my heart is full of your memorys...
cannot install in anything already...
(bcoz memory card is full XD)

i just wan stay at your side every time...
every where..
even at wat situation...
i will always be with u...
bcoz i 2 love u...

不管怎样都好～
我只留在你身边～

这就是我

me~
wat i thing on my mind~
thing about her?
yes..
all about her..
i just try know more about her..
but when i come close 2 her..
i don't know wat can i do..
i wirte so many thing at facebook..
但是她还是看不明白~

2month later i wan go some place so far away...
after 3month will back here...
i miss her...
i scare when i come back~
she will remember me?
will same like now....
n in 3month i no at here...
she will happy always?
will sad?
or will cry?
我好担心~

i try 2 go hospital n write a letter...
bcoz i don't wan go there place...
i can't let she alone at here...
bcoz..我不放心~

希望我会成功~